Spiritual Disaster

Well, I've been a Christian since I was five years old.  But just recently am I learning how to "live for God".  Mrs. Petermann has been an incredible inspiration to me!  She has encouraged me that there is so much more to life than just boys, friends, and boys.  She is the first adult I actually trust on this.  I've been trying to be a better person and be kinder and more enjoyable to be around.  I honestly don't know how I'm doing, but God does.  Tomorrow I begin a morning devotional time at around 5:30.  Sounds incredibly early? Not really.  I already get up that early, but I decided to start taking a shower at night instead of the morning so that saves me a lot of time.  I think I should have enough time to forget time.  I want to be closer for God, because of the learning experience I had last year and really didn't have anyone to turn to.  I don't want to be alone and scared anymore.  I want someone to be there that I can fully trust.  Needless to say, I can't wait to grow in God and finally become a better Christian!  Please pray for me that this will stay in my head for all the days of my future to come. =]